My first non-covid post in months! Life is gradually returning to normal, and so are my priorities, as I’m determined to get at least one of these novels-in-progress actually finished and published.
I’m working on Life Lessons, the one that started off as a simple romance set in a school, but which is developing to be more complex, particularly as Chloe (the name I tend to use for the troublesome student in any school) is living up to her role and pushing her way into the story more and more.
I’ve been revising the first few chapters, and taking them to writing group, and as I’ve worked on and developed the opening of the story, I’ve come to realise just what the story is about – thanks to one member of the group, I’ve discovered a book called The Moral Premise, and just a few pages into that I’ve realised that in fact my whole novel is a repudiation of a Thomas Mann quote from a book I studied – in German – for A levels.
The book is Tonio Kröger, and the quote is “Wer am meisten liebt, ist der Unterlegene und muss leiden” – he who loves the most is the inferior and must suffer.
So given that, I’ve discovered that Nic, my protagonist, is trying desperately not to care too much about her students, because she feels it is a weakness, and the development of the story needs to teach her that love makes you strong, not weak.
A development of that is the realisation that Todd, her love interest, must become more attractive to her when she realises how much he cares for his students, and that his accusation at one point that she is becoming too involved and caring with her students must really hurt.
I’m really enjoying the chance to revise and develop this story, and hopefully I’ll get it to a decent state within a reasonable timespan.
Although with November fast approaching, I’m also desperate for a new idea to work on, to really get the creative juices flowing again. There’s nothing that matches that thrill of developing a completely new story, and now that I’m mastering the editing stage, the more I have to edit, the better, right?
I hope…